I actually had a really nice day with no suicidal thoughts but then, in a stunning turn of events, I came home.. Only to find the life I live is the one I have chosen. I grew sad. I grew tiresome. But instead of cutting that wound even deeper, I realized this is who I am. This is what I chose. I can have fun and be successful. I can do whatever I so please. I will be successful whether it is by myself or with another human in hand.
